That's Me

That's Me

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

My Confession

A month after my hubby proposed to me I began a love affair. I think it's time I out myself because I can't keep the secret any longer. Someone is bound to find out & it's easier to just come out with it than be confronted by someone else. 

I met the other love of my life & it was pure love at first sight. I'd never believed that love could happen like that. To see all your dreams & everything you've ever wanted, all wrapped into one package, is an amazing feeling. It just took over & I could think of nothing else. 

It's been exactly 2 years now that I've kept this secret. 

We've met occasionally, secretly, when no one else is around. I hold the love of my life, declaring my love with sweet words. Today I finally said that we can't do this anymore. I'm married. It's not right. My heart should belong to my husband & there is no way we will ever be together again. Our secret meetings should have ended the day I got married. But they didn't. 

To be fair to hubby though, I never did sleep with the other love. I stopped it at kissing & caressing. 

So today, when hubby gets home, I decided he will see me with the love of my life so we can get this all out in the open. We need to have A Talk about what's been going on. About the times we've met when he had no idea. I only hope he can forgive me. 

When he gets home & finds me chained to my books & laptop...studying as usual...I won't be alone. 

I will be in my wedding dress. 

Really, how could I not be in love with this dress??
A front view just 'cause it's gorgeous.


And the crown...who could forget the crown??
Yes, I am in love with my wedding dress. I am so sad that I will never again wear it. It's so disheartening to have something you love so much locked away in a closet, looking so sad every time you reach for something else. 

2 comments:

  1. I am in love with your dress too! You look so beautiful in it, like a fairy tale princess.

    You need to throw yearly anniversary parties and wear the dress for a short while each time.

    Or run off to dinsey and become a princess. Though they might want you to dress on their clothes

    I know, join a ren faire group and play the princess :)

    You've gotta do something though. That assembly is meant to be seen ;)

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  2. Thank you! I felt like royalty in it.
    I like the way you think. I'll have to look into all of those ideas. I do love the ren faire...

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