A month after my hubby proposed to me I began a love affair. I think it's time I out myself because I can't keep the secret any longer. Someone is bound to find out & it's easier to just come out with it than be confronted by someone else.
I met the other love of my life & it was pure love at first sight. I'd never believed that love could happen like that. To see all your dreams & everything you've ever wanted, all wrapped into one package, is an amazing feeling. It just took over & I could think of nothing else.
It's been exactly 2 years now that I've kept this secret.
We've met occasionally, secretly, when no one else is around. I hold the love of my life, declaring my love with sweet words. Today I finally said that we can't do this anymore. I'm married. It's not right. My heart should belong to my husband & there is no way we will ever be together again. Our secret meetings should have ended the day I got married. But they didn't.
To be fair to hubby though, I never did sleep with the other love. I stopped it at kissing & caressing.
So today, when hubby gets home, I decided he will see me with the love of my life so we can get this all out in the open. We need to have A Talk about what's been going on. About the times we've met when he had no idea. I only hope he can forgive me.
When he gets home & finds me chained to my books & laptop...studying as usual...I won't be alone.
I will be in my wedding dress.
|Really, how could I not be in love with this dress??|
|A front view just 'cause it's gorgeous.|
|And the crown...who could forget the crown??|
Yes, I am in love with my wedding dress. I am so sad that I will never again wear it. It's so disheartening to have something you love so much locked away in a closet, looking so sad every time you reach for something else.